Vision log - September 2023

9/30/2023

1:52 PM | Thoth: {DB(X,M)}?

• Queen of Swords
• The Hanged Man
• Prince of Wands
• Shadow: 2 of Wands

9/29/2023

10:57 PM | RW: Am I Lucifuge?

• Knight of Pentacles reversed @

• 5 of Swords reversed @

• 2 of Pentacles @

• Shadow: 6 of Pentacles reversed

• Justice @

• The Chariot @

• Wheel of Fortune @

• 9 of Pentacles @

• Knight of Wands (both upright and reversed) @

• 2 of Wands reversed @

~11:10 PM | RW: {X(M)+M(X)}?

• 7 of Cups reversed @

• 3 of Pentacles reversed @

• King of Swords reversed @

• Judgment reversed @

• 4 of Cups reversed @

• 6 of Swords reversed @

Anything else to say about it tonight?

• King of Wands reversed
• Shadow (L): The Hanged Man
• Shadow (R): 8 of Swords reversed

11:22 PM | Anything else?

• The High Priestess
• Shadow: The Hanged Man

Keep 'em coming.

• 7 of Wands reversed

• Shadow: The Hanged Man reversed

• The Magician reversed

• 8 of Swords reversed

One more round.

• 5 of Cups reversed

Anything else?

• King of Cups reversed

More? Going once, going twice, going three...

• 9 of Wands

Going four, going five...

• Temperance reversed
• The Devil reversed
• Ace of Swords reversed
• Ace of Cups

7:35 PM | Crow: {SO}?

• Page of Pentacles (upright and reversed?) (came out at 45deg) @
  • tail right

Clarify?

• Page of Cups reversed @
  • tail

Do you want a third card? (/|)

• The Hanged Man (came out upright but they want it reversed) @
  • left arm

Is this past/present/future?

• 10 of Swords @
  • head/body/eyes

(I place the card on the table and realize the 4 together resemble an angel with wings.)

What is the right side? (There are no cards on the table there.)

(I'm called to place crystals. Barite/Quartz/Unakite)

• Queen of Wands (came out reversed but I believe they want it upright) @ (Landed in a 'right leg' position)
  • left leg

Just do your thing.

• King of Swords (again reversed but wanted upright) @

  • right leg

• 3 of Swords

  • right leg/foot

• 6 of Wands

  • left leg 2/X southwest/bottom

• The Chariot

  • right leg 2/X southeast/top

• 5 of Wands

  • left hand/finger

• Wheel of Fortune

  • weapon/shield/crest? portal?

• Shadow: The Star

  • target (finger points at it)

7:32 PM | Crow: {(X,M)(PM)}?

• The World @

• The Moon @

• The Empress @

• Knight of Swords reversed @

• Shadow: Page of Swords

9/28/2023

2:25 PM | RW: What do I need to know today?

• 7 of Wands
• 6 of Wands
• King of Cups reversed
• King of Wands
• 6 of Cups reversed
• Shadow: Wheel of Fortune reversed

9/27/2023

4:04 PM | Thoth: {C(M,X,TW)}?

• Ace of Wands
• 10 of Cups
• 2 of Swords
• Knight of Wands reversed
• The Aeon (Judgment) reversed
• Shadow: Knight of Pentacles reversed

9/26/2023

12:30 PM | RW: Anything else?

• Death @
• 10 of Swords @
• Judgment @

12:25 PM | RW: Work/Career

• The Chariot
• The Emperor reversed
• 9 of Wands
• 5 of Wands reversed
• The Tower
• Shadow: Page of Wands reversed

9/24/2023

8:26 PM | Laser: How do I keep going?

• 2 of Pentacles
• Knight of Swords
• 3 of Pentacles reversed
• Shadow: Strength

3:21 PM (!) | Thoth: WTF? Signal?

• Queen of Cups
• 4 of Swords reversed
• 7 of Swords reversed
• Adjustment
• 6 of Swords reversed
• Shadow: 3 of Cups

All-around wtf. The veil inverted. No hidden code here, just a very confused native.

9/22/2023

9:37 PM | Thoth: {M(FF)}?

• The Moon
• Death
• Knight of Wands
• The Emperor
• 10 of Cups reversed
• Shadow: Wheel of Fortune

9:31 PM | Thoth: NRA

• Knight of Cups reversed

9:24 PM | Thoth: {X(U)}?

• The Moon
• Lust (Strength)
• The Hanged Man
• 3 of Cups
• Queen of Pentacles reversed
• Shadow: 7 of Swords

Timing: The Priestess

9/21/2023

4:56 PM | RW: (Celtic Cross) {X}

1. The Present: 8 of Wands
   • movement, speed, action
2. The Challenge: Ace of Swords
   • triumph, new beginnings, realizing the truth
3. The Past: 8 of Swords reversed
   • fear or letting go of fear
4. The Future: 7 of Cups
   • options, choices, illusions
5. Above: Page of Pentacles reversed
   • lack of determination, reluctance
6. Below: 4 of Swords reversed
   • healing and recuperation, conclusion of grieving period
7. Advice: Justice
   • about karma, truth will be revealed
8. External influences: 4 of Pentacles
   • attitude of scarcity
9. Hopes and/or Fears: 3 of Swords
   • alienation or loneliness, sorrow and grief
10. Outcome: Knight of Cups reversed
    • blaming others, bad news, security reversal

Shadow: 8 of Pentacles

4:33 PM | RW: Which?

• S: 2 of Cups reversed
• R: The Sun reversed
• F: 7 of Pentacles
• T20s: 9 of Swords, King of Wands
  • X?: The Moon
• I: 5 of Pentacles reversed
• L: 4 of Swords
• O: The Sun reversed

(/4:44 PM)

4:32 PM | RW: {L}?

• 10 of Cups
• 8 of Wands
• 3 of Pentacles
• The Devil reversed
• Ace of Wands
• Shadow: 7 of Cups

9/20/2023

2:36 PM | Thoth: How do I {I}?

• 2 of Swords
• 7 of Swords reversed
• 6 of Pentacles reversed
• 2 of Wands reversed
• The Sun reversed
• Shadow: Princess of Disks

12:17 PM | Crow: What do you want to tell me? What do I not see coming?

• Page of Swords reversed
• 4 of Cups
• King of Pentacles
• King of Wands
• Ace of Pentacles
• Shadow: The Lovers

12:15 PM | Crow: {K}? One card.

• 8 of Swords reversed
• Shadow: King of Swords reversed

11:48 AM | Laser: How do I deal with {W(B)}?

• The Hanged Man reversed
• Queen of Wands reversed
• The Devil
• 7 of Swords reversed
• 4 of Pentacles
• Shadow: Wheel of Fortune reversed

11:42 AM | Laser: {H(X,B)}?

• King of Swords
• The Devil
• 2 of Swords reversed
• 4 of Pentacles reversed
• Shadow: 7 of Pentacles reversed

Clarity question

• 3 of Cups
• 8 of Pentacles
• 7 of Swords reversed
• 4 of Pentacles
• 4 of Cups reversed
• Shadow: 7 of Wands

9/18/2023

6:19 PM | Laser: One card: {G}?

• Queen of Wands reversed
• Shadow: The Hermit

6:11 PM | Laser: RE: {X} - NRA?

• 3 of Cups reversed
• Queen of Swords
• King of Swords
• 7 of Wands
• The Tower reversed
• Shadow: 8 of Pentacles reversed

6:03 PM | Laser: {X} Today?

• The Chariot reversed
• King of Cups
• The High Priestess reversed
• Page of Wands reversed
• 3 of Cups reversed
• Shadow: Page of Swords reversed

9/17/2023

6:44 PM | RW: {X...}...

• Page of Cups
• 10 of Pentacles
• 6 of Pentacles
• Justice
• The World reversed
• Shadow: Knight of Cups reversed

6:40 PM | RW: Docker issue...

• Ace of Pentacles
• Knight of Swords
• 10 of Pentacles reversed
• 6 of Cups reversed
• The Magician
• 8 of Wands reversed
• Shadow: The Chariot

6:19 PM | RW: {C(L(T)}?

• King of Wands
• Ace of Swords
• The Devil
• The Hierophant
• Page of Wands reversed
• Shadow: 9 of Wands reversed

6:10 PM | RW: {M(X)}?

• 5 of Swords
• 6 of Swords reversed
• 8 of Swords reversed
• Shadow: Queen of Swords reversed

9/15/2023

10:07 PM | Thoth: (Celtic Cross) {X}?

1. The Present: Knight of Wands reversed
   • creative and passionate, motivated and energized
   • creative restlessness, rash behavior
   • fear of commitment
   • wishy-washy, excited then turned off
2. The Challenge: Princess of Wands reversed
   • simmering with creativity but lack of opportunities
   • let the idea grow into something bigger
   • stop what you are doing and get back to your original idea
   • feeling unsure about {X}, in a rut
3. The Past: Ace of Pentacles reversed
   • squandered chances or a lack of chances
   • opportunities or prospects that fail
   • instability and insecurity
   • strained by finance
4. The Future: 10 of Swords reversed
   • things becoming better, getting through the worst
   • catastrophe cannot be avoided
   • may signify that things can only get better
   • cycle may restart
   • can be life improving, overcoming challenges, forgiving people
5. Above: 6 of Pentacles reversed
   • make sure you are providing for yourself
   • practice self-care
   • may be erecting obstacles
   • may be too kind-hearted for your own good
   • keep your guard up, don't get taken advantage of
   • find balance
6. Below: Wheel of Fortune
   • changes are coming soon
   • most of the time, positive changes
   • the universe is working
   • a card of destiny
7. Advice: The Emperor
   • father figure, position of a king
   • bring common sense and structure; logic and discipline
   • being too traditional
   • let loose, have fun
   • being dominating and controlling
8. External influences: 8 of Cups
   • difficult situation becoming too hard to handle
   • it is time to reevaluate your options
   • avoiding right now will bring pain later
   • focus on the important things
   • stop submerging in work, which leaves no time for other things
9. Hopes and/or Fears: 4 of Swords reversed
   • may indicate unrest; head doesn't want rest, but heart is ready
   • after a period of loneliness/exhaustion, you will leave isolation
   • tension and anxiety may be at a breaking point
   • you are preparing to leave seclusion
   • OR: you may have given up hope
   • accept counseling or assistance
10. Outcome: Ace of Wands reversed
    • uncertainty
    • you are waiting for something to happen before taking a step
    • finding it difficult to establish a place for yourself
    • there will be delays, setbacks, lack of progress
    • a bad indication
    • either too intense or too disinterested
    • focus on nurture

• Shadow: 7 of Swords reversed

9/14/2023

7:23 PM | Thoth: {U($)}?

• 7 of Cups
• Princess of Cups reversed
• Ace of Wands reversed
• The Hierophant
• Ace of Pentacles reversed
• Shadow: 9 of Swords

7:19 PM | Thoth: {U(PL)}?

• Prince of Cups (King of Cups)
• 3 of Pentacles reversed
• 2 of Pentacles
• 5 of Cups
• Adjustment reversed (Justice)
• Shadow: Lust (Strength)

7:16 PM | Thoth: What do I need to know?

• 9 of Pentacles
• 3 of Pentacles reversed
• Knight of Wands
• The Tower reversed
• The Moon
• Shadow: Queen of Cups reversed

7:11 PM | Thoth: {X(W)}?

• The Universe
• Shadow: 7 of Pentacles

7:07 PM | Thoth: {X(T(U))}?

• Princess of Disks (Page of Pentacles)
• Wheel of Fortune
• Shadow: 6 of Wands

7:05 PM | Thoth: {X(T)}?

• 10 of Cups
• Shadow: Queen of Cups

9/11/2023

2:40 PM | Crow: What is my next right action?

• Six of Wands reversed

7:28 AM | Thoth: What do I need to know about {X} today?

• Knight of Cups
• Queen of Swords
• 3 of Pentacles reversed
• The Universe
• Knight of Wands
• Shadow: 4 of Pentacles

9/9/2023

3:03 PM | Thoth: How does {RH} feel about {U}?

• The Empress reversed #
• 9 of Swords #

2:52 PM | "keep on calling me"

10:04 AM | RW: What is my next right action/{F}?

• The Star
• The Hermit reversed
• The Moon
• Page of Cups reversed
• Justice reversed
• Shadow: Judgment

9:41 AM | RW: Tell me about {O}.

• 3 of Cups reversed @

Tell me more.

• The Hermit
• The Emperor reversed
• Knight of Wands reversed

Are they fictional?

• 7 of Cups reversed @ (no)

Are they a writer?

• Wheel of Fortune reversed (no)

Do I know them already?

• Page of Wands (yes)

Is it {T}?

• Ace of Wands (yes) @

Is it {T2}?

• Death (yes) @

How long have I known them?

• 7 of Pentacles (7 years?)

9:40 AM | RW: So is it {UW}?

• 8 of Cups - Yes, but you will realize you don't want it

9:35 AM | RW: Which of these 5? {J}{W}{X}{O}{Q}?

1. Wheel of Fortune reversed (No)
2. 3 of Swords reversed (Yes)
3. 6 of Pentacles reversed (No)
4. The Magician (Yes)
5. The World reversed (No)

9:26 AM | RW: What is {F}?

• 6 of Pentacles
• Justice reversed
• 8 of Cups reversed
• 8 of Pentacles
• 3 of Pentacles reversed
• Shadow: King of Swords reversed

9/8/2023

6:06 PM | "good thing she's an immortal being"

2:02 PM | car wash

9/7/2023

4:33 PM | Thoth: {X(I2)}?

• The Fool
• Shadow: 7 of Cups

3:36 PM | Thoth: Why not {X(I)}?

• 7 of Wands
• 4 of Cups reversed
• Knight of Swords
• 8 of Pentacles
• 5 of Pentacles
• Shadow: The Moon reversed

10:01 AM | Thoth: What do I need to know today? One card. (I let this flip over instead of taking the top card.)

• Ace of Wands

9:36 AM | Thoth: {X(AT)}? One-card reading.

• 7 of Swords reversed
• 8 of Pentacles reversed
• Lust reversed
• Death
• 9 of Swords
• Shadow: 5 of Cups

9/6/2023

10:06 AM | Thoth: What question should I be asking?

• The Lovers
• Knight of Pentacles
• 7 of Wands
• The Emperor
• The Star
• Shadow: Adjustment (Justice) reversed

9/5/2023

5:06 PM | RW: What is my next right action regarding {J2}?

• 4 of Swords reversed
• 4 of Cups reversed
• The Magician
• The Sun reversed
• The Moon reversed
• Shadow: 6 of Swords

5:02 PM | RW: What does {X} need?

• 3 of Swords reversed
• Temperance
• 10 of Swords reversed
• 4 of Cups
• 9 of Swords
• Shadow: The Emperor

9:35 AM | Thoth: How can I feel better today?

• Death
• The Emperor
• 7 of Wands
• Princess of Wands
• The Hermit reversed
• Shadow: 9 of Wands

9:32 AM | Thoth: How can I {X(L)}?

• The Universe reversed
• 6 of Swords
• 6 of Wands
• 3 of Wands reversed
• Ace of Swords reversed
• Shadow: 2 of Swords reversed

9/3/2023

11:44 AM | RW: What is my next right action?

• 3 of Wands
• The Star reversed
• Justice reversed
• Page of Pentacles
• Queen of Cups reversed
• 7 of Pentacles reversed
• Strength
• 9 of Pentacles
• The Chariot reversed
• 10 of Cups
• 10 of Pentacles
• 7 of Wands
• 6 of Cups
• 4 of Swords
• Temperance

(Did not log shadow card as I couldn't tell if the one on the table was the shadow or just fell out. It was the King of Swords reversed. Below that was 9 of Wands. I kept pulling cards due to this.)

11:31 AM | Thoth: Should I be writing today?

• The Aeon
• 7 of Cups
• Shadow: The Empress

(A card keeps trying to come out of the deck.)

• 7 of Pentacles reversed

Why did the 7 of Pentacles fly out?

(Another card flips over.)

• The Tower

What's going on? Are you fighting over who gets to give me an answer? [sic]

(The deck keeps trying to split. I see the card at the split.)

• Wheel of Fortune

(I gave the spirits absolute shit here and ranted that they need to cooperate when talking to me.)

(Eventually a card flips around while I'm shuffling.)

• 4 of Swords reversed

(I speak. "Fucking typical!")

(More ranting. A sword flips as I'm shuffling and talking.)

• 10 of Wands

11:28 AM | Thoth: How are you so accurate?

• The Moon reversed
• 3 of Swords
• The Devil
• 4 of Swords reversed
• Ace of Pentacles reversed
• Shadow: 10 of Wands

11:26 AM | Thoth: Should I consider that {S}?

• 9 of Swords
• The Universe reversed
• The Star
• Shadow: 5 of Wands reversed

11:23 AM | Thoth: {X}({S})?

• The Devil
• Death reversed
• 8 of Wands reversed
• Shadow: 10 of Swords

11:20 AM | Thoth: Will {X}?

• 8 of Pentacles
• Shadow: Ace of Cups

11:18 AM | Thoth: Am I meant to keep writing, even though no one reads it?

• The Hanged Man
• 2 of Wands reversed
• 2 of Pentacles
• Shadow: The Empress

9/2/2023

12:27 PM | RW: Is there anything I can do about or to help {JL}? Please give me a one card reading.

• 10 of Pentacles
• Shadow: 10 of Cups reversed

What?

• The Magician
• 4 of Swords

What does that mean?

• 5 of Cups reversed

12:20 PM | RW: Is {X} {F}?

• Ace of Swords
• Wheel of Fortune
• Five of Wands
• Shadow: The Empress reversed

(Spirit said don't pull these but I did anyway:)

• The Tower reversed
• 3 of Swords

(I kept going)

• The Star
• 3 of Cups reversed
• 5 of Pentacles
• 8 of Swords reversed (Told me I had to stop)

9/1/2023

4:44 PM | you'll be the first and last to know

9:35 AM | Thoth: Was {M} accurate?

• 8 of Cups
• The Hierophant reversed
• The Emperor
• 5 of Wands
• The Magus
• Shadow: 7 of Pentacles

8:46 AM | Thoth: How can I have a better day?

• 7 of Swords reversed
• 6 of Swords reversed
• 4 of Cups
• 6 of Pentacles
• Ace of Pentacles reversed
• Shadow: 3 of Wands reversed

8:26 AM | Thoth: Is {L}?

• 8 of Cups
• The Hermit reversed
• 3 of Cups reversed
• Shadow: 7 of Cups reversed