Vision log - November 2023
11/30/2023
6:34 PM (end) | Thoth: Why do I see the angel number 217?
- Strength reversed @
- 4 of Pentacles crossed (crossing Strength) @
- King of Cups reversed @
Clarity?
- 8 of Swords @
9:26 AM (end) | Laser: Duh
- 6 of Wands @
- The Hanged Man @
- 2 of Swords @
- 5 of Swords @
11/29/2023
8:45 AM (end) | RW: Guh?
- King of Wands crossed @
- 9 of Wands @
- 6 of Wands reversed @
11/28/2023
2:13 PM (end) | RW: Where is {AMRW}?
- Queen of Pentacles @
- Queen of Cups reversed @
- King of Wands @
- 8 of Wands reversed @
- The Magician @
~10 AM | RW: {X}
- Queen of Swords reversed @
11/27/2023
9:31 AM (end) | RW: How can I improve my patience? (career)
- 9 of Wands @
- 8 of Cups @
- The Tower reversed @
- Ace of Cups reversed @
- 10 of Pentacles @
- Temperance reversed @
11/25/2023
10:52 AM (end) | RW: (idle reshuffling)
- 9 of Wands reversed @
- Page of Wands reversed @
- 8 of Pentacles @
- 9 of Swords reversed @
10:50 AM (end) | RW: {X}
Row 1:
- The Chariot reversed @
- Justice reversed @
- Ace of Cups @
Row 2:
- Ace of Pentacles @
- The Star reversed @
Row 3:
- King of Cups reversed @
11/24/2023
5:34 PM
Mudra | Meaning |
---|---|
Ⅰ | Ace of Pentacles |
Ⅱ | AASB / Reach/Stretch (Believe! Manifest) |
Ⅲ | Balance, Surrender |
Ⅳ | Do It for The Plot |
Ⅴ | (none yet...) |
↔ Ⅵ | Opposites (Sliders ([Black/White,etc]) |
4:29 PM (end)
Macro | Meaning |
---|---|
Ⅰ | Page of Wands |
Ⅱ | AASB / Reach/Stretch (Believe! Manifest) |
Ⅲ | Balance, Surrender |
Ⅳ | Do It for The Plot |
Ⅴ | (none yet...) |
↔ Ⅵ | Opposites (Sliders ([Black/White,etc]) |
12:19 PM (end) | Crow: Check-in
- 4 of Pentacles @
- Judgment reversed @
- 7 of Wands @
Macro | Meaning |
---|---|
1 | Page of Wands |
2 | AASB / Believe! Manifest |
3 | Balance, Surrender |
↔ | Reach/Stretch |
11/23/2023
- Page of Wands $
$ summary of the day's cards
Macro | Meaning |
---|---|
1 | Page of Wands |
2 | AASB / Believe! Manifest |
3 | Balance, Surrender |
↔ | Reach/Stretch |
11/22/2023
Macro | Meaning |
---|---|
1 | The Hierophant/The Magician |
2 | AASB / Believe! Manifest |
3 | Balance, Surrender |
↔ | Reach/Stretch |
? I Forgor | RW: Anything else today?
- 5 of Cups @
- 9 of Swords reversed @
- King of Cups reversed @
- 8 of Wands reversed @
- The Hermit reversed @
- 8 of Pentacles reversed @
12:59 PM : Clarity?
- Ace of Swords @
Do you not like my plan?
- The Moon reversed @
(The following 3 came out together but not fully)
- 5 of Pentacles reversed @
- 6 of Cups reversed @
- 3 of Pentacles reversed @
NRA?
- The Hierophant @
- The Magician @
12:14 PM (end) | RW: Finance/Career
- Knight of Wands @
- The Devil @
- 9 of Swords @
- Queen of Cups @
- Queen of Pentacles @
7:41 AM (end) | Crow
- 8 of Swords @
- Justice reversed @
- King of Cups @
- 9 of Cups reversed @
- 5 of Swords @
How do we redirect?
- Ace of Wands @
11/21/2023
8:50 AM (end) | Purple
- The High Priestess @
- 3 of Pentacles @
- The Hierophant reversed @
- 10 of Pentacles reversed @
Macro | Meaning |
---|---|
1 | Stand your ground/Queen of Swords |
2 | AASB / Believe! Manifest |
3 | Balance, Surrender |
↔ | Reach/Stretch |
11/20/2023
9:52 AM (end) | Laser
- The Chariot reversed @
- 10 of Cups (crossing the Chariot) @
- The Tower @
- 4 of Pentacles reversed @
11/19/2023
4:55 PM (start) | Thoth: Who do I need to be right now?
- Princess of Swords reversed @ (Page of Swords reversed)
- Queen of Swords @
- Art reversed @ (Temperance reversed)
- Prince of Swords reversed @ (King of Swords reversed)
2:20 PM (end) | Crow
- 3 of Cups @
- The Moon @
- The Hierophant reversed @
- 5 of Swords @
- 5 of Pentacles @
- 5 of Wands @
- The Tower @
- The World reversed @
[Lavender 555]
Macro | Meaning |
---|---|
1 | Regroup |
2 | AASB / Believe! Manifest |
3 | Balance, Surrender |
↔ | Reach/Stretch |
11/18/2023
it's too hard to explain. it's sliders (ui controls). black and white. the spectrum. oh. i'm concentrating too much on the meta
it's a way of remembering things while bypassing language. the words are "as above so below" but it's more like narrow and wide, black and white. two extremes and the options between them. a phantom limb, a hand reaching for a hand. the gesture is reaching for help from both "above" and "below", light and dark.
it's all a big circle. black hole. everything comes back around
if you want something you have to think about ONLY that thing and ONLY the future you want. manifestation is picky, doesn't like middlers but it's risky. going too high will just make you fall farther. hard on a human personality. idk where I'm going with this
11/17/2023
1:53 PM (end) | Thoth: Finance
- 9 of Pentacles @
- 6 of Wands @
- 5 of Wands reversed @
- Justice @
- 10 of Pentacles reversed @
(All five of these came out together.)
11/16/2023
7:55 PM
Mikayla and I are fighting cause I yelled a bunch, she called me the queen of wands reversed >: (
Key meanings (Reversed): Vengeful, demanding, overbearing, jealous, low confidence, selfish, demanding, self-righteous, busybody, unfriendly, manipulative, spiteful, unfaithful, deceiving, fertility issue
11/15/2023
4:38 PM
matrix but the AI puts humans in it bc they're sick of our shit
then it happens again. its pissed off AI all the way down
4:29 PM
i had an idea for a game a week or two ago. it's a telltale/dialogue game but it's a play, the game itself is a play. you have static lines but choose which word to place emphasis on, and the story changes based on what you pick
3:07 PM (end) | Crow: What can I do?
- The Sun reversed @
- The Lovers @
- Death @
3:04 PM (end) | Crow
- The Emperor reversed @
- 9 of Pentacles reversed @
- 4 of Pentacles @
- Knight of Pentacles @
- Strength reversed @
~3 PM (end) | Crow
- The Moon reversed @
11/14/2023
9:08 AM (end) | Crow: {X}
- Strength @
9:06 AM (end) | Crow: (I remain silent.)
- Page of Cups reversed @
- The Magician @
- 10 of Swords @
- The Moon @
- 3 of Swords reversed @
- The Fool reversed @
- Justice @
11/13/2023
3:20 PM (end) | Crow: {That is private information}
- The Fool @
- 4 of Pentacles @ (no shit)
- The Moon @ (double no shit)
- 9 of Wands @
- 10 of Pentacles reversed @ (unstable? triple no shit)
- 3 of Cups @ (bull shit)
- The Hanged Man @
8:44 AM (end) | Thoth: {BOI}
- The Devil @
- The Magician reversed @
- The Fool reversed @
11/12/2023
11:30 AM (end) | Crow: {IAMAM}
- 5 of Swords @
- Page of Cups @
11/11/2023
(Sandalphon says hello.)
4:05 PM (end) | RW: {NN}
- 10 of Pentacles @ (stability. security. consistency. acting in support of legacy.)
3:54 PM (end) | RW: {AJL}
- 7 of Cups @ (illusions. deception. deceit)
- Page of Swords reversed @ (mind games. cold and uncaring. baggage.)
- 10 of Swords @ (betrayal. overly dramatic. failure, disaster.)
- 2 of Wands ~ (waiting. dual path, 2 options. dissatisfaction.)
11:23 AM (end) | Crow: Today
- The Moon @
- Queen of Pentacles reversed @
- The Sun @
- The Star @
- King of Wands @
- 4 of Cups @
- The Hanged Man @
- The Emperor reversed @
11/10/2023
9:10 AM (end) | RW: {ABC}
- 9 of Cups @
- The Sun @
- The Devil reversed @
- 6 of Swords @
- The Emperor @
11/09/2023
2:26 PM (end) | Laser: {TR}
- Queen of Pentacles @
- The Empress @
- The Moon reversed @
- Strength @
- The High Priestess @
- The Hierophant @
- Knight of Wands reversed @
7:38 AM (end) | Laser: {CBA}
- The Devil @
- Knight of Pentacles @
- 8 of Swords @
- The High Priestess reversed @
- 4 of Swords @
- Queen of Swords @
- 9 of Pentacles reversed @
- 3 of Cups @
11/08/2023
11:38 AM (end) | Crow: {TR}
- 3 of Wands @
- The Fool reversed @
- 8 of Cups @
- Queen of Pentacles @
- 5 of Swords reversed @
8:07 AM (end) | Thoth (no need to even ask anymore)
- The Magician @
- Knight of Swords @
- 9 of Pentacles reversed @
11/07/2023
- 4 of Swords @ (came out as soon as shuffling started)
9:53 AM (end) | Thoth: {X(X(X(X(X))))}
- The High Priestess @
- The Empress reversed @
- Justice @
11/06/2023
10:50 AM (end) | Crow: {XABC}
- 8 of Pentacles @
- 4 of Pentacles reversed @
- The Star @
- Page of Swords @
- The Tower @
- 2 of Pentacles reversed @
11/04/2023
5:51 PM (end) | Thoth: {XA}?
-
Wheel of Fortune (shown, not taken)
-
Ace of Cups @
-
Queen of Cups reversed @
-
Wheel of Fortune @ (!)
8:50 PM (end) | Thoth: What card should I embody?
- Prince of Disks (Knight of Pentacles) @
11/03/2023
8:38 PM (end) | Thoth: How do I find my 10 of cups? How do I get there?
- 8 of Wands reversed (upright? crossed??) @
- 7 of Cups reversed @
- The Devil @
- Princess of Wands @
- 7 of Pentacles @
8:35 PM (end) | Thoth: {F(X,L)}?
- 5 of Pentacles @
- 10 of Swords @
9:41 AM (end) | Crow: {A(X,B,C)}
- 9 of Pentacles reversed @
- The Star reversed @
- The Hermit reversed @
- 4 of Wands reversed @
- 8 of Cups @
- 7 of Swords @
11/02/2023
7:45 AM (end) | Crow: Anything else?
- King of Pentacles @
- 8 of Pentacles reversed @
- Page of Swords @
- Ace of Pentacles reversed @
- The Hierophant reversed @
7:35 AM | Crow: Is it time to move on?
- The Magician reversed @
- Ace of Wands reversed @
- 10 of Swords @
7:32 AM | Crow: {X}
- Queen of Swords reversed @
- 10 of Pentacles reversed @
- King of Pentacles @
tags: journal, November 2023